Sleep... I seem to avoid it at night...

I'm really wondering why I have such trouble falling asleep nowadays. I think it has a lot to do with being really stressed out, but yeah, it's like I avoid it at all costs. I mean, it's 3:30 right now. I'm tired. Yet I can't help but surf the web or watch tv or do something that isn't sleep. This could be because that I know once I do get in bed, it'll probably take an hour for me to fall asleep because I can't stop thinking about the job I need, my grandma in the hospital, bills I need to pay, stuff I told people I would do yet havn't been able to do, and other fun assorted things. It's just easier to stay up I guess. All of this leads me to not get up until around noon, and that usually just 8 hours of sleep. And of course this makes me stay up again the next night.

So what did I do today? I woke up at around 10 and took a shower but was way too groggy to stay up so I went back to bed until about 1. I went to the hospital to pick my grandpa up (he was visiting my grandma). My grandma is probably going to be there at least through the weekend. She's 'getting better' I keep hearing, but it's slow going. Anyways I'm going to visit her again tomorrow. After that I went and helped out my cousins with there computer and hung out there for a while. Then it was on to my dad's. We are trying to get a workout thing going twice a week. We lifted some weights and stuff then ate dinner. My little bro is such a handful, but he's terribly cute and sweet. Got home from that around 8 and decided I wanted to finally clean up my room a bit. I have significantly more floor space now. After I finished all that, I decided it was finally time to get linux going on my laptop. Fedora Core 1 installed without a hitch, but I'm having serious trouble getting the wireless networking to work. So that's a project for tomorrow. Oh I'm doing Relay For Life this weekend. If you want to donate let me know ASAP and I will loan you the money until you can get it to me. It's for the American Cancer Society so definately a good cause.

Anyways, I guess I should try to sleep now.... goodnight...

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