Summer's goin goin not quite gone...

A > I wish summer was over

• No more office max
• More freedom
• College Friends! :)
• No more office max
  
• Back to a normal routine
• More chances to be social (with the ladies...duh)
• No more office max

B > I don't wish summer was over

• Leaving the neighborhood and H.S. friends :(
• No more home food
• No more home bed
• No more free rent
• Back to the grind of school
• Way more pressure and responsibility

Well as you can see... a lot of me wanting summer to be over has to do with work. I am really just not a fan of where I work. And things haven't even begun to get truly "fun" yet. Back to school season is basically hell. It's like our own little Christmas season, but worse because children are brought along. Now I love children, just not how they grab and throw on the ground everything they can touch, though I can't really blame them either because they learn it from their parents who do a wonderful job of messing up the place all by themselves. Oh well.... The job pays money...and I do things for money... uhhhh you. mind. gutter. out. jeez. So yeah... I want the summer to be over... but at the same time I don't. Just an FYI, I move back to SLO on September 17th.

Hey look a new paragraph (wink to jill). Oh and I definately definately definately enjoy spelling definitely like that.... orrrrr I just type so fast that I don't always check my spelling... kind of a your-you're type of oversight... thanks for your concern jesse.

On a complete side note... is anyone ever really original? Or are we all just copycats of one another to the point where no one is actually original. For example, people who are friends very quickly develop the same catch phrases, the same witty retorts etc. Like when I'm around one group of people, I have my set of phrases and ways to act which are often different from when I'm with another group. Is this me being 'fake' or am I just doing what all humans do? Orrrrrr... is it because I like group harmony so much that I adapt my ways to a more dominant group way? Heh... seems to me that I'm getting into some socio-psychology here. It's always fun when you notice people doing or saying things like you though.....like when you were the 'original' creator of said things.... weird. It sometimes makes you wonder what the true you is. Sometimes one just feels like an amalgamation of so many different people. Crazy. Eh... so that was my 'deep' 4am thought of the night...

Oh and one thing that I can't seem to shake no matter which group I'm with.... I'm a weird goofy inteligent (intentionally spelled wrong...duh) reserved shy outspoken relationship challenged overthinking underdoing tepid (I'm luke-warm, not unenthusiastic) person....

Gute Nacht!

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